all the best, people!

2010-01-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

my bro.. in the past, i used to disagree strongly with you about a remark you made.. but now, i couldn't agree more..

symptoms of jealousy:

things will first started when one starts to see another as a rival.. slowly, one will have many "mini competitions" within so as to appear to be more superior than another.. and that one may resort to backstabbing and distorting facts..

just saw it from a website...

if you want to backstab, do it in my face -.-

exams

2009-12-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

hello people.. now im at mac studying cost accounting.. super F up module.. v difficult.. anyway, study hard guys! exams will be over in a blink of eye! =)

idare

2009-11-19T01:34:00.002+08:00

yo people..join the idare..

you can see the details from the pictures..

their booth is at block 72 lobby.. near the fountain..

Also, help to spread around this wonderful event of the year!

2009-10-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!

well well well

school for the first week is kind of busy for me!

presentations and an assignment that i have to hand up by sunday 2359hrs..

hmmm and i only did the home page.. wow..

guess the whole day will be mugging at home and maybe gym..

shall train BACK and DEADlift!

life's mundane.. and somethings are back to normal

all i can say it is something good But i don't know how to go about it!

well.. complicated eh! hahaha

2009-10-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

haha! 愛就宅一起
miss that show.. bring back memories!
ZAI!
make me envy those taiwan love story.
anyway, school have been great the past few days..
monday, the art and design teacher is great, she is really funny and keep talking about sex.. -.-
well, today lecture is as usual.. Tax felt really boring..
Perhaps, it would be more interesting if it involves slightly more thinking..
on a lighter note, FIT interests me a lot!
hope i can really score well this sem and i also had a new study plan!
ciao guys!

2009-10-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

2009-10-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

genting

2009-10-09T03:01:00.002+08:00

well people people people.. sorry for being away for such a long time.. been real busy yeah!
wondering what is that picture above about?
if u are guessing about genting, you are right!
i'm going to genting on the 14 to 16 with cliquey!
our first overseas outing.. bet it will be v memorable to all of us!
can't wait to have fun with u guys there!

life have been quite mundane for me recently...
latenights stayovers movies gym work & catching up with friends
that is all i have been doing the past few weeks yo!
will update more frequent..

2009-09-13T01:38:00.004+08:00

u guess it right

so many pics...

cos its.......

yo bobby bobby bobby bob AKA YUNYE ( in fuqin's voice)

hahahahahahahahaha

first and foremost

HAPPY 18th birthday!!

hope u enjoy urself and may ur wishes come true

see i abandon my blog so long

finally post then post about ur birthday!

church today is V great.. except about something

maybe it's just going to remain like that.

also, i will going china from the 14th to the 24th..

hope it will be an eye opener..

i never felt this way before

sometimes ah sometimes..

im really stuck and so stress ):

2009-08-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

yo... im having problems with blogger.

anyway, the main thing is.....

HAPPY 18TH anthony!

may all your wishes come true!
really glad that u do enjoy ytd celebration...
continue to bulk up yea!

car

2009-07-29T01:23:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. finallly can load pics again...
anyway, recently been to loads of friends blog and they are like taking BTT, FTT so on so on.. wah.. so jealous can.. whenever i think of getting car license, it is another 4 MORE MONTHS.. some of my friends already taken finished.. my goodness.. never mind.. one day when i take my license, im going to drive MY LAMBO TO SCHOOL! HAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway, i just shrink in size.. sian.. tmr is time to bulk up and gym like monster again..
gonna hit M size t shirt soon!
LAI AH!
WHACK ONLY!

2009-07-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

wtf.. idk why i cant post pics..

anyway, life is bad.. for sat and sun..
sick and stayed at home..
39.5 degrees.. sianss..
which means 2 days never gym..
sian..
cannot. monday must compensate..
add extra weights
WHACK only...

2009-07-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

yo people.. this few days, my life have been really mundane... its like gymming and gymming and more gymming... hmmm.. bulk up till i can wear a medium size t shirt.. hahaha.. wear until tight tight fitting.. HAHAHAHA

2009-07-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

hey... do anyone of u all have unwanted specs lying around ur cupboard for years?

well, my friend is doing an event for charity i think?
so they are collecting used specs to help raise funds for the people..
do let me know if u are able to help out in this event..
drop me a tag with ur email yeahh....

thankssss

sama sama

2009-07-08T01:06:00.004+08:00

SAMA SAMA..

sometimes.. do u know the power of a strong brotherhood? let me show u an example..

Do u see this? the first 3 pic is from our clique?

hahahaha.. cool..

and i love chilled durians...

hahahahahaha..

who want go chiong durians with me one of these days?

like maybe 4 or 5 durians one person... hmmmmm

ang

2009-07-05T19:19:00.002+08:00

yo peeps...
well nothing much happen this few days except for the results
quite happy with the results.. at least never faill...
anyway, do support ang's I&E!
im buying one too to support him

click here for more details of it

wil birthday

2009-06-27T17:30:00.007+08:00

Heys i shall start off with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! yeah man! finally legal huh..
may all your wishes come true and last long with her uh!

HAHAHA... i choose these two pic cos i can never find a pic of wilson that is without him pose-ing... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... okok..

anyway, happy birthday in advance dude!

may your muscles explode until XL become too small for u.. hmm.. anyway, celebrated wil birthday at his house.. we bbq there and began to play games after everything.. seriously wad happens there remains there.. hahahaha... and towards the end, yong and I are seriously comical.. Idk why but i felt like as if we are some bomberman trying to play some games.. went wil house to bath and ton there while BOB have to go home to look after mei mei.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.... it was definitely a great night especially just before school starts.. if only all this moments last forever!

flag

2009-06-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

oh man.. he is good.. i aspire to be like him.. like he got nice curls and not that sharp nose..
wow... anyway, flag football camp is good.. i really like it a lot.. SET HIKE! hahahaa.. anyway, i scored my first touchdown during the camp against the Singapore Flag Football Association.. Though it is quite a lucky score.. but still i did put in some effort right? and hakim was raped in the middle of the night.. super funny.. hmmm no offence though.. and there is something i also wanted to say about it. but i guess it is not v convenient here.. hahaha...

btw, bobby bob.. quickly come back!! hahahahaha

i pray to God for some things to turn back to the past,

durians

2009-06-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

yo people.. ytd JAWS meet up to have a farewell dinner with BOB as he is flying to taiwan for a week. oh mans.. we will miss u bro..
so today i woke up close to 2pm.. my goodness.. and i left to meet my family at around 5 for durian session.. HAHA.. they said is the durian season and yeah.. we ate like 6 in total and i still can feel the smell in my mouth and my hands.. HAHA.. great time spent today..

wenjin

2009-06-09T03:07:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.. well, its really good catching up with old peeps from ur life.. today after schoool went to l4d with wilson and company.. had a great time there.. next was rushing home to prepare for gymming with wilson.. great time there although we kinda rushed through.. but i really felt my arms v tired after that.. met kahleong and wenjin at lot1 and chat.. wil and kl went home first as they have to mug hard for the coming papers.. i went to chill with wenjin and did some of our fav pastime.. hmm.. shhh.. cant say what is our past time though.. well, we started our past time at 1145 and ended around 1240.. went back to cheers and saw ANG, ivor, jeremy and ks.. we bought a fruit juice and shared an oreo.. we began to sit at our LAO DI FANG and chit chat till 230am!! hahaha.. then went to kopitiam to pee then home.. hahaha.. its really a great time spent today.. like so much quality time spent.. and usually when i am doing such things like catching up, i tend to be missing in action from my friends.. so pardon me if i did not reply ur sms or answer your call..

2009-06-07T14:32:00.002+08:00

well.. ytd service was great.. everything was led by a aussie group.. i like their way of praise and worship.. make me feel much more alive.. forgotten what's their name.. and service was led by pastor rave.. hmm.. well, all i can say it was a blast.. and the main thing that stuck me upon his whole appearance is that he is wearing NUDIE jeans.. my goodness.. LABEL siolzxzxzxzxz... maybe next time he will be wear dior already... hahahaha... okok lame... update again soon.. gotta mug for my AUDIT paper..

2009-06-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

i know its all your doings..
confront me if u can and if u dare..
why irritate my friend for second hand news
unless u like passed down things
i know dog will be reading this

2009-06-03T14:00:00.001+08:00

im studying at library now.. fucking bored

familiar

2009-05-21T22:01:00.004+08:00

hahaha.. people.. does someone in this mag look like me?
LOL
&&&& this was taken when i was working
folding clothes some more.. thats why so tak glam!
hahahaha

shanghai

2009-05-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

hey people.. for this coming sep, i will be having an oversea immersion programme for six weeks in shanghai.. the other one is a 10days programme at shanghai too.. both costs 1800.. but im confused as to go for which programme since both costs the same.. the six weeks one seem better as it is longer as there will be a better exposure for me but it seem a little too long as my holidays are only 7 weeks and i will be gone for 6 weeks.. hmmm.. i really confused.. maybe anyone of u out there can give me some advise? tag my tagboard (: thanks readers (:

last alternative is to go bintan for idare for 3days for $200.

advise me people.. thanks (:

church

2009-05-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

hahaha... had church today..
well.. bought proteins in the morning. the people are really efficient yo.. i ordered at like 3am and they delivered it this morning 10am.. wow.. fast delivery service.. anyway, life's good.. and i have been considering having a private blog to write about my heart felt things.. Should I? hahaha

movie

2009-04-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

well.. peeps.. today was such a busy day for the JAWS.. went sch meet ant for lunch.. then lecture.. then movies with anthony.. we watched big fat liar.. the guy is good at lying.. haha.. anyway, after that.. ant go movies.. wil go out.. yy go out.. i go home.. LOL.. boring day..

kxy birthday

2009-04-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KO XINYI!
may all ur wishes come true!
all the best! =))

&& one year older already! so many things to do.. but do the right things ah! hahahahahha!

revival

2009-04-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

hey peeps... i dunno why i cant upload pics.. anyway, ytd wilson was talking to me about he was worried Jaws will not be as close anymore... hmm... at first, i was thinking about it like aiya wont one lah.. but later i began to think on my bed for a long time.. hmm.. anyway, bro.. dun worry.. im sure we will still be together for long.. afterall, we are true friends of one another.. and it had been so long already.. every since sec 3 when we go eat pizza hut family feast together.. well, dun worry bro.. i will give up this world to stay with jaws.. and zai also ask me something.. both leaves me thinking until about 5am.. i still thinking... in the end, i decided to sleep.. then i wokr up at 8am cos got aircon man coming..

on a lighter note, gym was great.. a random trainer was v friendly.. he taught me some things in the gym and he told me if i need his help, just go to the gym every weekend in the morning.. wow.. isn't this wonderful...

and later during church, carissa joined us today.. cell and service was great.. today is the day where i felt so close to God and the Holy Spirit.. Praise God! =))

thats about my day.. take care peoples.. see u all in schools!

money

2009-03-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

ppl.. super depressing.. money are flying away.. today forgot to chrage customer 69.90.. tmr need to go back pay.. sian... and there is something undone yet.. walao...

on a lighter note.. i manage to read 5 chapters of John... but Cal say i am reading too fast.. hmmm.. tmr gym and piano lessons.. cool!

something interesting happened today too.. i was reading the book of John in the bus and it was talking mainly about the testimonies from people about the miracles that Jesus did.. Just when i was reading the book, there is a jam on the expressway all the way to town.. i was super afraid that i will be late.. in the end i reached exactly on the dot.. and my watch shows that im already late.. wow.. amazing.. miracles on the spot.. haha..

i need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

hg(2)

2009-03-12T00:41:00.003+08:00

hey peeps.. well today is work whole day at premium from 11 to 10.. anyway, my director, calvin, said something that i felt is quite true today.. we were discussing about some competition.. he told me this, "Joash, if NUM decided to sponsored this whole event, do you think you will be the winner and john will be the runner up? of cos".. this made me realised something yozxzxz! thanks calvin... u make me feel 10000000X better today too.. and really make me feel that its no point joining competitions.. if u are handsome and you know it, thats all that is enough..

lessons from life!

friends

2009-03-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

well.. today... im going to share a very good phrase someone told me today...

"AS I GROW OLDER, I REALISED THAT MY FRIENDS ARE GETTING LESSER. NOT THAT MY SOCIAL CIRCLE IS GROWING SMALLER BUT I REALISED WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE."

well.. gymmed today.. eat.. sleep.. nothing much.. mundance life.. working later from 11 to 10 alone.. come visit me if u want yo!

hg

2009-03-08T01:33:00.003+08:00

hey wilson.. this post is dedicated to you.. I just want to let you know that i appreciated all the help that u provided me throughout this whole hey gorgeous period.. all the tips and advises that u gave me.. this journey is long but it had came to an end.. && the show biz industry is like wad u said.. wad for groom a poly student that cannot contribute back to the industry.. HAHA! anyway, take care bro.. hope to see you soon!! faster come back from MALAYSIA!!!

of cos.. special thanks to JAWS too! andand Sharon, Daphne & kxy..

heygorgeous

2009-03-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

tmr will be the day
the day i compete with my other hey gorgeous ppl..
I HOPE THIS IS NOT SOME SET UP AS ALWAYS!
i will fight for GOLD again..
i must make wilson & friends be proud of me
and not waste their efforts..

BRING IT ON!!!
LAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!

finals

2009-03-05T14:27:00.002+08:00

haha... my make up artist..
hmmmm

anyway, just a short post...

CATCH ME ON HEY GORGEOUS FINALS!!!
it will be at west coast plaza.. 2 to 4pm
so do come and support me...
bring banners too wor!
hahahahahaha

thats it peeps

school

2009-02-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

YO peepos..
long time since i update..
anyway, this week and the coming week.. i will be having on hiatus because of the coming exams that is on the following week.. it will be hardcore mugging and soon it will be holidays yo! did some catching up with kl and wj for the past two days and got to know that WJ is going to appeal into a poly.. ALL THE BEST BRO! && i may not be able to update as frequent due to exams.. do remember to read up more when my exams are over..

lifeless people are such a joke..

studies

2009-01-14T22:51:00.005+08:00

take care bro!

we will be there for u

hey guys..

well this sem is really horrible for me.. sometimes, i do wonder if i am taking the right course.. i am not the person to stay in the office every single day 9 to 5pm.. anyway, this week is a super stress week.. everyday had project discussion... im so sick of projects and i cant wait for this week to past.. get everything over and done with..an update of current stuffs..

1) cutting hair soon!
2) hey gorgeous going down..
3) more stalkers
4) getting closer to friends
5) smaller muscles

haha.. some are random fact..

i love you a lot!
(as requested)

lols

kelvin - thanks bro! happy new year
weiqian - ok.. thanks..
lex- will ink u up soon!
daphne - thanks.. i hope it will still be smooth sailing..
judy - ok..
debrah - yeah.. sian.. think may borderline pass~! lols
peh - walao.. it is creative lor..
=) - nope

results

2009-01-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

well guys.. results for common test are back.. all i can say is this sem slack alot..

ITB-18/30 D+
FFA- 14/20 B
MIEC - 16.75/25 C+
BCOM- 21/30 B
BSTATS - yet to know but no confidence.. OMG.. HOW??

as u can see.. my highest is only a B!!
hopefully this term will be better :(

resolutions

2009-01-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

well guys.. since it is a new year, i shall start to have a new year resolution..

bascially, an overview of 2008 was a blast.. haha.. and i am really lucky..

so my resolutions for 2009 would be:

1) Be as lucky as 2008 or even luckier than ever!

2) Get a gf and last long with her!

3) Be more famous

4) Hopefully a modelling agency spot me but of cos not those lowclass ones like create talents/imodels/new creations..

5) GPA of at least 3.5..

6) Be more finanically rich..

7) Spent more times with best buddies like JAWS && kenneth joel!!

8) sleep before around 1230..

9) BUFF UP!

10) excel in NUM to be a super pro ambassador..

thats it guys.. do share with me about urs too!

pics

2008-12-27T03:04:00.006+08:00

dream

2008-12-23T03:24:00.003+08:00

well guys.. just a short post.. recently, i had a dream.. hopefully dreams come true though.. i dream of this girl.. and the dream is v funny.. i dream of her catching me.. and we are running v fast.. like those super heroes.. then after she catch me, we began to hold hands and started walking along this path.. and we walked to this mysterious buildings with loads of candies.. then i was sitting on this table while the girl went to walk around looking at candies.. then later she walked towards me and i started hugging her as i miss her.. LOL.. then started making out.. OMG.. i was wondering if this happens in real life.. CANDY BUILDING! haha! and when everything was done, i woke up! i felt like we both met up in dreams since we cannot meet in person! haha! hmm.. a nice memory of mine..
AND THANKS PPL FOR NOT CALLING/SMS to disturb my beautiful dream or i will wake up and kill u! hahahaha..

thats all peeps
will update soon!

filming

2008-12-20T02:32:00.003+08:00

well.. guys.. recently, this 3 days had been the filming of hey gorgeous at wild wild wet on the first two days and escape theme park on the third day.. i can say the whole filming was quite a success as everything went smoothly.. but my mandarin was not as good so could not speak very well in front of the camera.. many people got sunburns or at least get loads tanner.. maybe except for John as he is in dragonboat and this is nothing to him.. HAHA.. today is the last day and everyday was v fun.. the games, the forfeits.. everything man.. even the forfeit felt like a reward today.. i shall update soon again! tired!

year

2008-12-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.. for today, i will not blog about my day.. instead the year is coming to an end.. so i decided to talk about this year.. like a reflection.. hmm.. this year, i should say that it is a super lucky year for me.. idk why.. examples.. my appeal for NP succeed.. i apply for num, i get in.. i join captain ball, get 2nd? not sure.. but not v bad position.. i join polympics netball, get champion.. && ben was telling me like i join about 2 years then get gold.. then i say wah.. i join 8 months get le! HAHA.. sounds bad.. but that time i was just too happy that i never think before i speak! hahaha.. && also get chosen for heygorgeous to be Mr. Ngee Ann.. this year i went through quite a number of interviews and i can say i had been lucky with them so far.. quite cool! i hope this will continue forever.. hmm.. maybe i should say im unlucky with love and studies this year.. my interest had gone down a lot for studying.. and for love, the number of people that have been chasing me gone down loads.. maybe poly girls are more conservative.. dun really chase guys! hahaha.. anyway, for today.. i feel damn uncomfortable and itchy.. do u know why? i shave off my body hair for tmr photoshoot.. SO ITCHY CAN!!! OMG OMG OMG!

shall let u guys see a few of my photoshoots!

&& JOANNE and DAPHNE.. MORE PHOTOS COMING UP!

wah.. this photo took me damn long to upload.. i shall upload only one pic then! HAHA

bye peeps

hg

2008-12-15T01:01:00.001+08:00

PRESENTING TO U!
HEY GORGEOUS!
MR & MS NGEE ANN 2008/2009

yos

2008-12-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

HEY guys.. recently im pretty busy.. so sorry for not being about to update.. was busy with filming and exams.. well guys, exams are alright except for that itb.. it is seriously horrenduous.. i dun even know how to do.. nvm.. wad is over is over..
shall blog about today
morning went to gym alone at cck stadium.. there is this girl that caught my attention.. she gym for like 2hours plus and she do those things that guys also do.. OMG.. maybe she is training up to be some bodybuilder.. HAHA! after gym i went home to slack.. then prepare for work later.. work was fun as usual but now till christmas, i have to wear that christmas hairband.. which is like some reindeers horns.. OMG.. feels weird though.. hahaa... went home after work.. as i was waiting for bus, there was this guy that was injured.. OMG.. his leg swell until like DAMN big.. the civil defence ppl also came but he refused to follow them.. hmm.. i wonder why.. then after a while, he just walked off.. went home and here i am blogging! haha.. oh yeah.. i will upload pics soon.. i notice my BLOG is super boring. like no colours! haha..
anyway, u can read my hey gorgeous blog if u are interested!
i have to blog there to maintain my online fans! DAMN COOL YEAH!

new blog for HEYGORGEOUS

Day 5 & 6

2008-11-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.. sorry for not posting about Day 5.. i know u guys love to read my stories.. haha.. anyway, by day 5 of joash moash celebration, i am v tired.. v v v tired... i think ton too much..
so friday was school till 4.. nothing much to mention about.. but for bstats tutorial, i practise the questions with barvani, and she taught me alot.. thanks.. and now i kind of understood it.. fyi, i never understood the lecture so it was v difficult to do the tutorial.. went to find jiawei and keehan to go town.. we went to mooks as there is a staff discount for us.. However, somehow i felt that maybe they want to clear stocks thats why have discount.. But i still look around and the designs i like does not have sizes so no point buying too! and keehan bought his clothes for NRA.. OMG.. super baggy can.. i cant even picture myself wearig those clothes.. it is like HIPHOP JOASH siooooolllllzxzxzxz... YO YO!
jiawei went home to watch 10 brothers! while keehan acc me at gloria jeans to drink.. it was fun and thanks for acc me! haha... so went off to take bus to vivo while he went home!
met yunye and luqman SIOL at vivo.. we went to banquet to have our dinner.. and there is this malay stall vendor that thought i am a mixed blood.. sh0o cOol wOrhxxxzzx...keke.. so after that, went to sky park to slack for a while till about 1130 before heading down to cheers to buy some liquor.. we spent a lot of time deciding what to buy and we bought red wine in the end.. can u imagine us drinking red wine for no reason.. HAHA.. but it was cool ad nice and fun manzxzxzxzz.. so we spent the night drinking away and slacking around.. && i look like a fool when i bring the red wine around vivo! OMG.. unglam... but who cares.. friends are more important than image.. i hope someone is thinking the same way as me! haha... and i did something stupid.. nvm.. wad happens in vivo stays in vivo!
so slack till about 5am before heading off to vivo mac to eat something.. saw JANICE there.. we did not eat as we are all v full and no mood to eat anything.. went to take bus home after that.. and i slept at the last row of the bus.. so unglam.. BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN! hahahaha.. when i reached home, it is 730.. bath and sleep till 1 before heading off to town again! went to watch the movie quarrantine.. As what wing say, the ending sucks totally! OMG.. i felt it is a waste of money.. but nvm.. went to walk ard then eat dinner.. then went to holland V to eat cold rock.. so fattening pls.. HAHAHA... then went to cam whore and homed...

-----end of the JOASH MOASH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION---------

so tired after all these!

nice LEPAK SIOL!!!!!!!!

day 4

2008-11-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

HEY dudes!
today is day4!
morning, i went to school for stats lecture.. today is sonny phua lecture and i kind of understood wad he said.. HAHA.. MICRO was fun as usual..
after school, i went to slack in the library with shihan and anthony.. played cs and fooled around in the library! i went home after that as shihan and anthony had lessons after that..

met up with wenjin at cck then went to town to find CLIQUE! yunye and kahleong were already there.. wilson came soon after.. we went to bengawon solo to buy a fruit cake.. OMG... i was actually surprised.. cos i tot they would not be buying cake as the past few birthdays also never buy.. so was kind of surprised.. thanks guys! anyway, when i was choosing the cake.. i decided to choose this cake with SUPER SUPER LOADS of fruits until i had difficulty cutting it later on! so went to ZARA as wilson told me that there is a nice zara jeans to get.. so should get for my bday.. the jeans is so nice.. i love it loads.. anthony and calvin chia came soon after.. so paid up and we went off to JACK's (joel's dad) place! hahaha.. inside joke..

i ate steak and fish && it is medium rare.. i can iterally taste it's blood oozing out of the flesh.. HAHA... but i like it.. ZOMG! after dinner, we ate the cake they bought.. OMG.. so delicious can! love it to the xcore.. especially with so many fruits like grapes, strawberry, mango, etc etc... wah... eat until so happy! && wilson today is so generous.. i think he paid a lot for the dinner.. thanks bro! went off to cineleisure after that to play LAN! haha.. CS for 2 hours.. it was a great session and it does not matter who win or lose.. cos the main things is we enjoyed ourselves to the fullest! HAHA!! and to wilson.. dun take anything there too serious yeah.. we are just having fun and chilling out.. went home after that.. although we spent quite a short time together today but i felt that we maximise every single second of it.. like not even 1 second is spent wasting time! haha.. COOLNESS! end of day 4!

thanks guys for everything.. i love u peeps to the MAX X X X X X X XX X X X X X X X X X!!

kind of emo towards the end of the day

DAY3

2008-11-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

hey people.. today is day 3 of the JOASH celebrations!
haha.. anyway, today is the actual date of my birthday!
first and fore most, i would like to thank all those that had wished me!

starting with joelLim keneth wilson yixin janice ridzwan anthony KXY:) Jielin:) Daphne:) Joanne Noel cheryl huiqi katherine dawn yunye monica siqi darylene serena gladys halimah valerie kahleong dorothy xinyu jieying janatan darylene Huiqi cassandra lynette victor jiawen joelfun evan siqi cheryl carissa ann jolene jinteck johnleemingdao! kelvinlim alanchoo junyang zuer charlottle lyndia calvinCHIA joshua sherwin shuyi peixian shujuan sharon sebastian yinhui bruno KJ noel marcus shimin rani fiona.. && lastly, there are a group of people i cant remember at the moment.. like those send me offline message at 12am.. so sorry! and those people that send me sms but i never save ur number.. and those that wish me in person.. but if u want to appear in the list too.. just let me know yea! thanks!

first to wish me via sms is daphne follwed by jielin then wilson.. first to wished me in person is joel lim.. first by phone is kenneth tan.. first by friendster is yixin.. first in tags is anthony then KXY then jielin.. congrats for making it into the top 3 of JOASH birthday competition! HAHA

anyway, i skip Snw in the mornig.. sorry about being a bad boy.. but i have no interest to play soccer so early in the morning on my birthday! some ore i will end up sweaty smelly unglam.. haha.. so wentto school for CATS.. edmund mention about some presentation skills.. somehow it really struck me.. i will use it one day! anyway, after school, i went to meet jiawen and joelfun for lunch.. AND another surprise.. siqi and carissa pop out with a cake.. COOLNESS! then the noob JOASH have to cut cake again! haha.. but it is a learning experience.. so i make a wish and this time i blow all candles with one puff.. i hope my wish will come true.. and i tell u.. the cake they buy is heavenly.. idk why this cake just tastes so nice.. or is it just me... and KXY notice the cake instead of me.. WTH!

so after a while, i need to go off for a while to meet daphne.. then i saw her.. and she passed me super loads of stuffs.. and chocolate liquid brownies.. OMG.. i guess i will put on loads of weight.. and i eat the liquid brownie until my whole mouth is filled with chocolate.. so unglam! OMG.. losing my fans! && i love the IJ CARD and brownies too! haha... moving on.. i went back to take a group photo with ta27 and they went off for their cats while i go meet the JAWS!! haha.. so we slack and chill and library until 6! omg.. my JAWS are the best... thorughout this chilling period, we saw a movie together.. OMG.. so gross can.. and CS was fun! jielin came to pass me present too! OMG.. so touched to the core can.. i love it loads!

went off to meet family at chinatown! dinner with them.. cool! and my mum bought me a chocolate cake too! can u imagine! 3 people giving me chocolate cake/brownie on my birthday! im so gonna be fat like a pig.. but actually, i want be FAT! hahahahaha..

so went off after that.. today was great
love everyone that send me wishes..

Day2

2008-11-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hey people.. today is DAY 2 of the joash moash big birthday celebration.. well, yet caught again by another surprise.. thanks guys!
well.. day 2 is meeting up with kenneth and joel lim! my besties since sec 1!
so went off after itb lecture to find MOEL at kap.. we slacked at kap for a while before heading off to town to look for kenneth! so when we reached town, we were early so we slacked outside cine... after 5 mins, KENNETH CAME! we intended to watch movie but the shows are all so lame.. like wad madagascar.. OMG.. i rather stay at home and watch powerpuff girls.. so we decided to play pool as it is one of our fav games... i OWNED them in the starting few matches.. so after pool was going to find a place to eat.. i was not sure where to eat.. so i decided to go paragon walk walk.. since i believe they have one of the best restaurant to eat.. so the first place i saw was this spaggdies? i forgotten the spelling.. it was a italian restaurant.. but when joel saw the menu, we were like WOW! so expensive.. but we still decided to eat it since kenneth say we should eat something memorable! HAHA... so we went to eat.. yummy yummy! then after dinner, the bill came and they surprised me by paying for it! ZOMG!
IF I KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO PAY, I SHOULD HAVE EAT IN SOME HAWKER CENTRE OR AT LEAST A MUCH CHEAPER PLACE!
thanks bros!! i love u all!
after dinner was slacking at starbucks @ centerpoint.. slack till about 9 plus.. then we went to vivo.. wanted to pass some st james tickets..
anyway, moving on.. we went to starbucks again at vivo to chill and we were sitting at the sky park! haha.. so cool! it is so romantic.. i hope one day i will be able to sit there with my gf! anyway, sitting there and chill is one of the best!
so when it is about 11.15pm.. it start to drizzle so we went to take a stroll to seah imh bus stop.. && so we took 963 together and kenneth alight at the us at 1158pm.. so sad.. 2 more mins then my birthday! but i understand bro! the thought of it is enough! joel is kind of the first to wish me cos he is counting down with me on the bus! haha.. and my phone ran out of batt! if not i would be able to see who message me too!
haha..
so thats is my day 2 celebration!
love u!!!
if u guys have any trouble, i will make sure i help u all
even if it is within my means!
<3!

Day 1

2008-11-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

hey people.. today i shall blog about my DAY 1 of my celebration! haha... well.. after school i went to lecture to hear some IS shit.. totally nonsense.. waste my time.. i shouldn't have went cos it is so freaking noisy and crowded.. after that it was CATS project.. well, went to do alittle bit of the CATS project and it is like only for 10 mins.. then a27 girls want me to hurry up.. so no choice i have to leave my cats group and go out with them.. so we went to holland! did i tell u that holland is one of my favourite place to go?
Oh well.. moving on... we went to swensens to eat.. i hate some shit grill fish.. like kind of wasting money! haha.. well, when i was eating, all of them were doing things like measuring my wrist and eating v little.. i just thought that they want compare how think i am..so moving on, we went to holland that shopping centre to go toilet.. so the 4 girls went in but 2 came out first.. they told me siqi had stomachache so we go first.. then when we reached cold rock, cheryl told me to sit on this side of the table...
at first, i did not bother much as she told me i would scare the cat away.. so i sit at the other side.. after waiting for about 20 to 30 mins... i was wondering why that siqi was taking so long and i tot she had constipation or something..
BUT BHOOO...
they gave me a surprise.. they were actually lighting up my birthday cake for me but the candles went off before reaching me. so took a long time.. haha.. so went they came with the cake.. my heart melt like zzzomgwtfbbqlolsss... cos it was kind of the first birthday cake i receive from my friends... As during previous years, my birthday is always on a holiday, so did not really celebrate.. and yeah.. they were laughing at me cos i'm noob at cutting cake and i dunno how to react.. but nvm.. who cares? HAHA.. so as we were eating, evan handed me a present.. and that surprise me again... cos i tot no present.. HAHA.. and to my surprise, they were measuring my hand as they got me a watch! COOL NESS manszxzxzxz! im going to wear it everyday from now onwards.. so yeah.. after everything, chat and talk until around 11 then home... siqi and cheryl went to stay over at carissa! while evan went home..
and before i end.. i just want to thank u all again!

THANKKKKK YOU!!!!!! love u girls.. all of u make my day!
&& i promise i will say hi to him.. since u all are so nice to me!
=))
&& now.. i dun care if i fail cats..
cos great friends are much priceless..
it is what u cant get through studying!
26 nov.. about 23 hours away!
COOL NESS!

work time fun

2008-11-21T01:45:00.002+08:00

Today i was slightly later for bstats lecture and im kind of loss from that moment onwards.. i should have just print out the bstats notes cos now im having loads of difficulty writing in all the equations.. well, micro was next.. it was great and interesting as usual.. i really do have an interest in micro..

so well.. after school was GYMM with KXY and daphne.. i want to run on the threadmill but kxy never go for the gym orientation so we go for campus run! OMG.. i miss campus run a lot and there have been many times that i felt like sprinting like crazy until i go out of stamina.. but i dun wan to run alone.. so run with kxy and daphne at a comfortable pace.. went to lift weights after that.. it was fun and i can lift daphne up on that WINGS machine.. went to eat kaki fuyong at canteen 1 and both of them ate too! cool! went of too work after that..

During the bus, it was damn cute can.. there was a three seater seat and i was sitting in the middle.. 2 hwachong guys board the bus later and there was no seats.. so they decided to sit on my left and right! hahas.. so cute right! daphne and kxy also keep complaining about the volume of my ipod.. seriously, i think it is just normal.. and they say it is super loud...

when i alighted from bus, i RUN straight to workplace but was late by 1min! nvm lah.. at least got good friends to accompany me! THANKS!!! because working in premium alone is hell boring and i would rather die sometimes.. with great company, who still need that money! HAHA...
thats my day peeps!

do u know how sad am i when u left? :(

stress

2008-11-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hey guys... it has been some time since i last blog.. anyway, this few days im so stress up again.. saturday was take-a-break day! sunday was spent working in morning followed by going to darren house to finish up the ITB project.. i tell u guys.. ITB is seriously so screw up.. we do from like 6pm all the way until about 230am.. then we took cab home.. poor john have to cab back to paris ris from clementi.. HAHA.. so monday we had ITB presentation and it is so screwed.. the presentation was so short and i felt it was kind of incomplete.. nvm.. wad's done is done.. after that was CATS and i just handed up my assignment.. i hope i won;t be penalised... and taking the video taking is fun.. finished cats at around 7pm i think... then went to find john before heading off to timah market to eat our dinner.. homed after that.. oh yeah... something to note about that day.. the more i mix with john, the more i feel that EAST ppl are not so weird afterall.. but still different from WEST side ppl in some sense.. ahaha..

Today was an even worse day.. when i was walking to LT50 for my lecture, i received a msg from colin that i will be working later from 5 to 10pm.. it is like i never bring my clothes anythhing.. walao... some more vivo so inconvenient to go from cck.. nvm.. earn money... haha.. so after FFA, i went to find JAWS for lunch! =) then skipped lecture and went home to sleep until 410pm when i am working at 5pm.. so quickly rushed to mrt and luckily i make it in time.. i reached at 459pm! hahaha.. coolness.. work was fine but closing sucks big time.. the cash register is short of $40.. i wonder why will short too.. did someone steal it? we checked everything; from the sales list to POS system to cash recipts.. check until 1115pm then no choice.. we decided to share the $40 among us and it is getting late and the trains and bus are closing soon.. walao.. wad a closing..

tmr is cats presentation.. sighhhhhhhhhhhh... WHY SO MANY PRESENTATIONS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

daphne blog

2008-11-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hey people.. recently, i read daphne's blog and i had thought a lot about the questions that she wrote there and the things she say about herself.. she was talking about being single and if she is weird all those.. sometimes i wonder if i am weird or ugly too and many of my friends have also been talking to me about it.. like why am i still single? is it i too choosy? hmm.. it feels so empty sometimes.. like going home alone.. going work alone.. no one to find after school.. although i know that girls have have confessed to me too and i rejected quite a number of them.. but i am not despo for a girlfried.. i want one that truely like me cos i felt some like me for other things that i might not know.. i feel i might also have karma since i reject them.. like maybe i will alway be rejected by them too.. hmm.. this feeling is so weird.. but well, i had always remember what my sec 2 teacher said.. EVERY DOG HAS ITS DAY! <3
i will continue to wait for this day! =)

26 nov is nearing !!

slack slack!

2008-11-08T02:57:00.002+08:00

guys.. shall blog from wed.. IS in the morning.. and ended school at around 11.. went to find yunye and accompanied him till he finished his project.. then we went to SP to find karol before taking a bus down to orchard.. we were like talking about the difference between SP and NP student.. haha.. and karol keep complaining about us taking bus because we have bus concession.. haha.. so we went to lucky plaza to lunch as it was raining.. then went to roam about before yunye had to leave to meet his friends.. SO, karol and i went to starbucks to chill first as it was raining and we will be drenched if we were to walk to far east! then went to far east and karol introduced me to func deko.. nice shop and i bought a black backpack.. not those dickies,eastpak or yakpak.. but a weird brand.. well, at least it is not as common... Saw alfred low and his gf.. then went to taka after that to try the AUNTIE ANNE!! saw alfred again! haha.. then karol left for her dance while i met up with wilson at plaza sing to study before heading off to rochor road to eat their NICE NICE beancurd!! =))

ytd school was boring.. such a waste of time.. ended at 1pm and i went to find daphne after that at the underpas.. im so blind that we are both actually at the underpass but cant see each other and we actually waited 20mins for each other.. so DUMB! went to cine to have subway.. then to art friend to get the materials needed to make the art friend before heading down to watson to get some PRODUCTS! wahahaha.. shhhhhhhh daphne... then went to shaw house to do the banner! and it was a success.. after that, walked around far east and saw some nice shop.. i shall go there soon.. and went to plaza sing after that.. can u imagine walking from far east to plaza sing.. haha.. it's quite near actually.. saw quite a number of people on the way.. homed after that.. and i did not know a grand piano costs as much as 25k!! hahahaha...

today was quite a long day.. school till 1pm.. but i did not pay attention in bcom as it was presentation and i had already presented mine.. so it was kind of a 2 hours CS practise.. haha.. bstats was also slack.. i forgot about the tutorial.. and ONG POH LENG also explained patiently about the topic to me.. he is a nice teacher that i swear im going to work hard as im not going to let him down.. so went to town with jiawei and keehan to collect pay cheque.. and slack at centerpoint mac with jiawei as he accompany me to wait for wilson... then wilson came and we roamed around town.. calvin and yunye came soon too! nothing much to mention about it.. but throughout the outing, yunye and wilson had some misunderstanding and kind of quarrelled... well, as i was on the bus, i was thinking about it.. the 2 friends that i know since sec sch had changed so much.. both of their ego was not high in sec sch but changed to extremely high when they came to poly.. But i feel that friends should put down their ego infront of one another.. wad for quarrel over something just because no one is willing to give in.. && unexpectedly, the JAFS wore white t shirts today.. all of us wore white.. but wilson was not willing to take off his hoodie to be all white with us.. see how much his ego changed? haha.. and when we were at QC, wilson was looking at this farah vintage polo tee.. in my heart, i was like thinking the wilson i know would get those kind of polo tee as it is his style.. but now, i rarely or in fact never see him get anymore of those kind of polo tee anymore.. well, pooled after that, supper and homed! well, my friends.. although all of u guys had changed so much.. whether it is for the better or for the worse.. i will always support u and be there for u all.. even if it is about a bad thing.. cos we will always be friends and JAFS will alway be there for each other! hahaas!!!

thats all peeps... BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3

project

2008-11-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

guys... this few weeks of my life is super stress!! sigh... i wonder why poly is continuiously filled with projects... had bcomm presentation on monday.. pretty nervous as i was the first person and did not prepare well.. sigh!! stayed back for cats project after that...
today went to school as usual and had to present ffa.. after school stayed back to finish up micro economics presentation.. and i went to work at wheelock after that.. siansss.. met up with wilson for a while then homed..
tmr will be a snw day followed by cats discussion.. followed by micro economics presentation again.. walao.. sians.. project again!!!
thursday will be a normal day.. maybe i will be gymming.. maybe working too.. not sure about that.. cos quite short of cash these few days.. and have to do some homeworks..
friday school ended at 4pm.. but have ITB discussion.. walao.. SUPER FED UP!! see my schedule for this week.. everyday after school also got something on except thurday.. even superman needs a rest.. and poly is not that dream slack school after all!

GUYS... my birthday is coming!! u know wad to do !

random

2008-10-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hey people..
I spent sunday morning gymming with kelvin and joel lim! nice biceps sessions uh! hahaha then i went to eat lunch with my family at KFC! As scheduled, I met joel lim at limbang and we studied there.. I went to do up my e Portfolio and even joel lim also say that this has nothing to do with my course.. homed after that and eat my FAVOURITE MUMMY HOME COOK DINNER before heading out to meet the JAFS! F was not there yet so we played pool from 10pm to 12mn.. then went over to CHEERS! to lepak! hahahahahaha.. nice time guys! i enjoyed it loads... Cab homed together after that..

Today i spent the morning working follwed by coming home to eat once again my MUM DINNER! yummy yummy <3!>

KXY!!

2008-10-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

hey people.. im blogging again!
anyway, ytd was hell FUN! went for stats lecture... and it was totally crap in the morning.. i woke up at 655am! first time hor! then i took 190 to bukit panjang to change bus cos im early.. and i reach the bus stop at 815.. it was like so early then and i am so goddamn sure that i will be early.. so i waited for bus 184 to come.. and u know wad.. i waited from 815 to 850.. then the bus come.. wah.. damn pissed.. some more when the bus come, it is full!!! so i reached lecture hall at around 930.. and i missed out the first part which lead to me being lost for the whole lecture! and i realised a lot of people were also late! like got ppl come in at 1015 too! lecture was totally crap.. went for micro tutorial after that, it was fun.. i dunno why but i seem to have a great interest for ECONOMICS! after school, went to eat lunch with friends then went over to find daphne and kxy.. we went to play monopoly after that!! && there is a group of guys that joined us.. i was not really willing to play with them but since daphne dun mind then no choice! hahaha... then we went to atrium to see KXY perform! wahahaha... her singing is so pro... OMG.. gifted + talented!! went home after that.. hope she can get into top 6!

today was a boring day.. went to school cold.. and i get to wear my purple hoodie for the whole day without feeling HOT! coolness.. finally singapore got such a weather for me to wear my hoodie.. haha.. so lecture was nonsense.. it feel kind of common sense.. so i begin to surf net to look for nice nice backpack after 30 mins.. went bcomm workshop and it was horrible.. that module is just so retard! break then went for stats tutorial and it was alright.. so so only.. and the teacher say he will set the paper until v difficult for this sem! sighssss! :( after school, went work with jiawei and malcom.. jiawei work in mooks today.. work for the first time is the boredest in my whole num life.. walao.. FIRST TIME I FEEL BORED IN NUM!! REALLY REALLY BORED!! maybe it is those songs playing in the background.. i wonder why wheelock play such classical songs.. like those latin music... well, went home and slack le!

tmr will be a working and homework day! sighsss... boring boring boring!!!

and and lastly! congrats for making it into the TOP 6!!!!
u rock!!! like so XCOREEEEEE can!!!

bstats

2008-10-16T09:25:00.002+08:00

Hey people.. im back here blogging.. now is bstats lecture and i am listening to every single word he said.. after about 30 mins, which is 9.30am now, he is still nagging about some nonsense irrelevate to the wad we should learn.. i wonder wad time will he nag until.. hahas..
anyway, for the first week in school,school was rather fun but it was hell on wednesday as i have to wake up super early for SnW.. But well, CATS is a super fun module for me such that i can't wait to go for the next lessons.. ITB is some nonsense module again! bcomm is so strange but sems to be FUN! today i only come school for 2hours then go home already.. some times i feel that it is such a waste of time that i rather just read the notes at home.. hahas..
anyway, i shall blog again soon! cya ppl!

summary

2008-10-05T01:33:00.003+08:00

well people.. this post shall be about a summary of my work in NUM.. let me start out first by sharing about today.. today went to work at heeren and we ad a 1 for 1 promo.. but the response is not really good as DnG series are quite childish to some people and mf have limited designs.. yeah.. and the director also asked me about the low sales.. well.. this makes me super stress for the whole first time in NUM.. i can understand the pain and suffering hanlong and hongyi is going through now.. the mental torture of low sales... but well, i am not going to give up.. in fact i will reflect today and think of better ways to see wad went wrong.. so now, a summary of NUM

first 2 months was working at heeren flipflop shop, i can say that that was the most fun times of my NUM life.. slack and fun.. but i can say that's not the life i want too cos i did not learn much.. working with bros like yeewee oliver is cool.. but well, life has to be more than that.. when i got over to premium, this is when i start to learn a lot.. cos customers in premium dun just go in and buy a shirt.. u have to let them know a lot of things while in a flipflop shop ppl alr know wad they want.. and it is really not easy...

i also learnt about shop maintainence.. in premium, there are like super lots of lightbulbs, so maintaining it isn't easy.. okok.. although i know it is just changing light bulbs.. and the stocks are like WOW, a lot!! maintaining it is not a easy job.. imagine other outlet ppl come in with a different folding style.. then ur whole neat stock is ruin!

then u also have to learn about things like where are the stocks kept at, which drawer.. where are the display for certain brands.. it is nt lke flipflop where everything is displayed out.. and also about cutting stocks.. oh yeah.. and i have learn a lot about loans.. before i came premium, i did not know anything abt it cos rarely ppl loan slippers..

so i really learn a lot..

and there are much more personal skills and EQ that cant be just stated down with words.. and lastly i would like to thank a few ambassador that change my life..

BERNIE - yeah.. it's u.. i always rmb wad u told me.. the phrase.. maybe u cant even rmb u told me..

JOEY - teaching me about EQ and the wonders of smile and he is full of encouragement

some CINE BROS - u know who u are... u all are just as helpful and encouraging..

last but not least..

HANLONG - well, maybe it is on purpose maybe it is coincidental.. But, wadever it is.. u make me more committed and willing to give my 101% during each time i work no matter how tired i am..

well.. life is not easy being a num ambassador now.. now i'm becoming a senior ambassador.. and there are more power..

But just like wad spidey say..

with greater power comes greater responsibilities!

over the week

2008-09-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hey guys..
long time since i blog.. but anyways, it is due to the fact that i was overseas the past week and did not have the time to use the comp.. well, china trip was good and visiting to my family village and farms is definitely cool please.. so right after i came back.. i was not feeling well and did not went for the db camp.. so on fri, i practically did not do anything.. went to a friend's mum's funeral in the afternoon and went back home after that.. slacked till my parents come home and continue using comp.. such a waste of my day.. some more friday night...

yesterday was teaching day.. i slept till about 1pm.. so when i was woke up by a call from a sec5 friend and she needed some help for E maths so i went to jurong library to teach.. dunno why i felt super stress and lazy to think after about 3.5 hours.. then went to buy waffle and then went to jurong point to eat dinner.. then went kap to study with another friend till next morning.. and i went to the bus stop at 615 only to know that the first bus come at 645.. sianss!! so went home slept and woke up then continue to slack.. then went to work.. work today was wow.. so many people please.. hahas... and for the first time, num played MANDARIN songs.. it is like i also did not expect this.. hahas.. after work, did not join shenzi and friends for a drink as i wanted to go home together with friends.. like the CCK GANG PEOPLE! augustine, zander and alfred low..

lastly, good luck to people that are having their promos and end of year exams..

guys

2008-09-07T01:24:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. exams are over.. i know it is kinda late to say that.. ohwells... let me try to recall from thurs...

thurs i went gymming at night with kelvin and went to mahjong overnight at LEONARDI'S.. great time there.. && it was so tiring please but i have to drag myself to heeren to work.. hahas.. never sleep the whole night... during work, i felt energetic.. i wonder why but began to be tired during 5pm.. it was so fun working pls... && main first two sales of C-IN-2 underwear was by me.. so happy that i sold underwears! HAHA.. after work, met anthony for a while then went home to sleep.. then woke up for dinner then online..

saturday was a rotting at home day the whole afternoon.. so rot until hanlong called me and told me to report to work at 5 cos he got competition.. so i might as well work instead of rotting.. HAHA.. && hanlong came at 630.. it was so lonely and cold.. hahas.. && i sure will rmb this customer..she wanted to buy this white blouse.. but in the end, she got the blue piece.. but i got her the wrong one.. so after 1 hour or so, she came back to exchange but this time her friends finally convinced her to buy the white one.. hahas.. weird girl.. so indecisive.. then her friend even more funny.. she ask is it i purposely gave her the wrong item so that i can see her again.. LOL... wtf.. & hanlong said he is going mini and danial ker is coming over.. hmm... a whole new makeover for premium.. bye guys.. will update soon! =))

i'm just afraid i'm not good enough for u

politics

2008-08-26T13:48:00.001+08:00

just when it seems cool on the outside..
it is full of politics in the inside...

smile

2008-08-10T00:34:00.005+08:00

hey guys.. today is something that i really wanted to blog about.. well, went to work at vivo today.. morning was a hell loads of people.. if i am not wrong, there are 10 ppl working in the morning.. so well, nothing much until lunch time! i went to eat with joey.. the first time i saw him was at NFF during the tukytuky event.. well, at that time, i only know him as the guy from new creation church.. so well, today he talked to me about something which is about SMILING! i wonder wad magical powers he had.. But he managed to convince me into smiling graciously and widely for all the customers for my whole morning shift.. i really want to thank JOEY.. thanks a lot.. u taught me a lot and i had indeed got back invaluable things from customers... let me list a few instances.. when i first got back to the shop after lunch with him.. i smiled to this aunty that just walked passed the shop.. at first, this aunty was groucy and when she saw me smiling at her.. she an chio... somehow this make me feel that happiness can be passed to each other.. next was this first female angmoh customer that walked into the shop.. since she is the first, i smile the widest at her and i told her a lot about slippers.. && i still tot that she is not buying.. but joey told me to continue smiling and serve her.. in the end, she bought it... && before she leave, she wink at me... this gives me so much satisfaction in serving customers... after that, there are two boys that came into the shop.. i greet them with my usual wide smile and they walk off.. after scanning the shop, im surprised they actually came back to me just to ask me about the products.. they even walked passed other ambassadors but refuses to ask them... Lastly, the MOST satisfying was this BUTCH(which is a lesbian) customer.. she commented that i was cute and my smile was nice.. this motivated me a lot.. im so surprised that my smile will leave an impression on a butch.. i tot that butch only notice girls.. the most they only view guys.. but not only does she notice guys, but even leave a positive comment for me.. thanks a lot.... ur comment maybe just a simple sentence but it had changed my life... there are also other events that happened but they are not so significant.. all these are priceless lessons that i learn in life.. i learn much more than the $5 per hour at NUM.. so people.. moral of the story.. SMILE MORE! it will really create wonders.. maybe even MIRACLES!! trust me guys! =))

smile like this =)))

week

2008-08-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

shall start from monday peeps..
monday it was work at premium and it was a full shift.. morning work with zhishen.. he is from JJC.. wow, if it was me.. i swear i am not going to work.. but going to chiong full time studies to get straight As for my A levels.. but well, if he cold manage his time, why not help NUM too? hahas.. ayway, work in morning was as usual.. But work at night was !@#$%^&*(EFFIN) bored! FIRSTLY, there are hardly any customers.. just walk in and out and i even put in super loads of effort to sell every single product.. but hardly anyone buy =(..
SECONDLY, I WORK ALONE.. that was the worse.. imagining me going toilet.. i even have to ask the main guys to come over for a while just to go toilet..
well, overall, i felt quite happy at the end of the day as i could handled the night shift alone.. this means im improving! =)))

tuesday is a wasted day.. overslpet and did not went for maec tutorial.. went jiawen in sch and have lunch at kap.. xl, xl fren, cari and evan also joined us for lunch.. after that, lynette came too.. did not reall study much.. everytime seems to go in my brain and come out the next moment.. after that went back school to gym.. then study with anthony.. wasted again.. then went home..

today went sch find wilson.. intended to find wilson to study.. but in the end play.. wtf.. tmr i gonna study like siao... must start le if not too late.. well, whenever there is anthony around, there is nothing done!! hahahas.. jkjk.. went town with wison to collect pay.. & the weather sucks a lot today.. it feels so warm && humid!!!!

late for work

2008-08-02T02:50:00.002+08:00

well people.. today was a slack day.. went school.. my infa test got 72 i think.. well, i was shocked.. i tot that i could have scored much lesser and i did the paper with little confidence.. lecture was boring as usual.. nonsensical. after that chill around for 3 hrs at lib cos got DSS tests.. well, for this test, i swear i did not study anything for this test.. && im not like those ppl that study and say they never study.. i wonder why.. llike that v cool meh? anyway, only half an hour before the paper then i read through a little.. But i hope i can score well..
as i had my tests, i went to work late.. & i replace ziyang...lateness deducted 2 hrs pay.. hmm.. sad at first but my passion for num is strong.. && i was shocked that my knowledge for slippers is still there after so long. today got one customer buy alamoana navy blue 9.. the 2 guys working with me, ks and khai, did not know the name of the flipflop.. i now working at premium also know the name.. HAHA... && today for the first time, i felt v senior and proud of myself.. everything went smoothly.. i did not need to ask around for help.. nothing at all.. next flipflop king? wahahahaha.. end work and cab home with alfred low, ks and kel.. tmr work at VFF with GAB! my batch.. tms 329 with tms 330 or 331.. LOL... i bet tmr sure v fun until dun wan go home.. thats about my day.. cya peeps.. take care! =)

work

2008-07-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..
i shall start updating from YTD.. hahas.. anyway, yesterday in the morning i was slacking.. and did not really did anything much... i skip training as my work start at 5.. cos i tot every training will end early.. did not know this time start at 2..so i went to work.. work with louis and kwok siang at cff.. some buddies like jay, yujin, and 2 new guys which i forgotten the name are over at cine too... nice time working with them.. anyway, work was always fun.. and although it has been some time since i last sold slippers, i stil have the skill.. HAHA.. soon to be flip flop king.. HAHA.. jkjk.. anyway, work was kind of special ytd.. first time i saw so many familiar people.. ppl like jiali, joyce & friends.. lynette.. alisa.. deroy.. sharon and friends.. alicia and friends.. and this dunearn guy and friends.. i forgotten what is this dunearn guy name but we always kick soccer tgt de.. haha... sorry if i left out any group.. haha.. yeah.. closing was fun and quick too... cos no discrepancy.. waited for cine ppl to close... as we were waiting, andy came.. HAHA.. that guy is great manz... he is so damn funny lahh.. so the num guys went to eat supper before cabbing home while i went to look for sharon and friends at lvl 9 e max. hahas.. watched the wig.. some silly show.. and the best thing of all is that i can get to cab home free after that as NUM allows us to take cab within 3 hours.. NUM is the best.. love it loads.. haha.. anyway, as i was on the way home, the taxi driver told me that the e voucher cannot be used as there is maintainence.. so well, i paid by cash first.. and i reached home by 4.. so late right? after that i bath then talked on the phone for a while before turning in! hahas..

today morning went to celebrate my mummy birthday in advance.. so spent half a day celebrating her birthday le.. and i reached home at around 4.. i went to use comp and stuffs and slack till abt 7.. then eat dinner.. then online again till now.. yeah.. today is a boring day.. next week i will be working 6 days at num.. WOW.. HIONGSTER sia.. but well, i dun mind as i cant get enough of num.. love NUM to the xcore!!! x3

captain ball

2008-07-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

well people..today is a day to blog about.. a day i will never forget.. today we had captain ball competition after school.. everything was going smooth.. until we VS this green team.. they can be considered as the strongest rival among everyone too.. so it's our team turn to face them.. when the match started, everyone was having fears too.. But when yunye scored the first goal.. everyone fear was removed.. by half time.. we tie with each other at a score of 7 to 7.. When second half start, we were leasding by a 3 goal lead.. But soon the opposite team manage to catch up.. they scored one goal.. just before the whistle they scored another one.. making our lead to only 1.. But some COCKSTER.. dunno is it got night blindness or wad.. say we tie.. so never mind... and the green team insist that we tie... wonderful.. after that, we had to play extra time and we lost because of the golden goal.. but what was making everyone furious was not that we lost.. But the sportmanship of the other team.. during the start, this green girl was saying about dun play too rough so we should maintain a 3 feet distance when playing.. However, when it's our turn to attack and they were defending us, their team mates just came charging and playing body.. such irony.. may u be blessed with a face full of pimples... after the match, the same few girl went to talk to the refree about it.. and making the game as a tie.. WTF... lose then lose lah.. need to play until like that ma? if u want the championship so much we can jolly well give it to u.. bunch of bitches.. as we were strolling home, peizhen, leefeng and i were talking about the bitches.. then pz say about them being pretty.. well, so wad if they are pretty when they have no inner beauty at all? which guy will want such girl.. maybe only her group of people.. fuck those ppl.. but seeing kangyi, leefeng, and peizhen being so optismistic after the match with a face of smiles.. i decided to just forget it.. whats the point of winning through this type of methods.. if u really need those punny $10.. u can come lick my shoe and i will give it to u.. disgusting ppl...

grandad..

2008-07-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

well.. today is not a greeat day for me.. && these few days i keep losing things.. my luck is really bad these few days.. sch as usual.. then went queens.. && cab back to NP for INFA lecture.. && during the cab ride, the driver said im HANDSOME! wahahahaha.. happy! and after we reached school.. INFA lecture was cancelled due to unforseen cicumstances.. But i do knew the reason why it was cancelled.. trg fterwards.. knd of got used to the trg.. the pain and suffering experienced through the training was somehow like im used to it as every trg also experience same thing.. && i swear i pushed myself in this trg.. went home after that.. bad time wif mum.. && really guilty after i knew the truth.. wanted to apologise but duno how to start.. and here i am blogging.. hha thats my day peeps

gymmmmmm

2008-07-02T01:00:00.003+08:00

HEY friends..
monday was boring as it was DSS and BLAW presentation... & we have to wear formal for BLAW.. I was hoping it rained.. But the weather was not on my favour.. well, heard from jimmy we scored quite high for BLAW.. so maybe it's worth it.. hahas.. well, since i was wearing formal.. i have no mood for any programmes.. so homed after that.. slept and woke up to finish up some hw.. && i ended up with insommia.. WTF

tuesday which is today..
i overslept again.. WTF?!?!?!?!?! i rmb the teacher say the previous week that this week tutorial is v important.. hmm.. i guess now i have to work double to meet up wif expectations.. but i still went sch for LECTURES! i love lectures.. MAEC lecture was kind of dry.. cannot really concentrate during the last 30 mins or so.. cannot absorb anymore for that moment.. went to eat with jw, xr and jf at canteen 3... then chiong to lib to do some HW.. then was INFA.. i wonder wad happened to me.. suddenly i felt a strong force in me that kept me super energetic throughout the lecture even when the LT is cold and some ppl actually DOZE OFF! wth.. come sch to slp or study? anw, yeah.. Infa was fun.. maybe cos it kind of link to numbers.. so rather interested in it.. went self training at the gym after that.. good training.. i have to lift heavier to get into the team.. JOASH, PUSH MORE! went market eat after that then homed.. tiredd ppl..

wednesday..
hahas... im even blogging before it started.. but well, i can predict wad will happen.. stupid LMS lesson again.. then i will gym till 2 or 3pm.. then discuss project.. then work.. well, it will be my first day at premium.. cant wait to sell vintage shirts... my fav kind of shirts.. but im prepared to learn.. if i gain enough knowledge, definitely i will help myself a lot as i can get to push sales.. and if i help myself, i will in turn help the store too.. WIN WIN situation.. COOL.. anw, going to cut hair soon.. although i tot of keeping hanlong's hair before.. hahas.. shall end here peeps..

update

2008-06-30T01:50:00.003+08:00

peeps..
shall blog from thurs..
thursday..
went to sch as usual.. BMGT AND BLAW are cancelled so we went to queensway to make the class t shirt... and somehow i dun have the patience when i keep moving around without getting things done.. went back school and did BLAW project.. sian X.. then skip DB training as qhasmeer nvr go.. but went to gym with anthony, it was a good session.. && anthony, thanks for the motivation throughout..

friday..
wanted to go school.. but i overslpet.. WTF?!?!?! i did not want to miss INFA lessons AND LECTURES!!! somehow i love lectures.. so in the end, i went back dunearn sec with wilson, calvin, yunye and wenjin.. saw qp, girish, nissa, the bball girls as they went back too.. it bring back lots of memories.. && mdm zaharah call yy a girl.. hahas.. aafter that went west mall coffee bean chill.. then i wanted to go for lesson.. but was late.. so didn't go... then went to meet wilson, yy and cal again to play pool.. hahas.. then supper at al-azhar.. then home..

saturday..
went to watch dragoboat competition.. ngee ann boys team rocks.. first in heats.. and newurbanmale team also rocks.. all three teams top their heats.. then went to work.. and the main guys trick me.. CB... but work was as usual.. FUN.. nvr felt like it's work.. hahas

sunday..
blaw project in the morning.. sian.. waste time.. then went to town meet wilson for his birthday celebration... HAPPY 17TH DUDE! BEST FRIEND FOREVER! <3
sorry that i cannot accompany u for dinner as i cant find a replacement.. anyway, wen to work and it is my last day at NFF! FertUiopCdfghK cos it have a lot of memories for me.. took a group picture.. BUT maybe transfer also good.. cos a lot of peeps transfer too.. yeewee go cathay.. kengsiang go mooks.. yilong go DFF.. marcus to cathay.. amston go CFF.. i go premium.. then SK, sherman, alvin, wilson going Army soon.. so one time less 10 ppl in NFF.. wow.. after work, supper with wj.. home..

achesssssss

2008-06-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hey people... I finally know what's the disadvantage of working at NUM.. it's difficult to get the working schedules u want cos MOST of the ambassadors are also poly students and everyone is also submitting numerous schedule.. anwway, this week, im working this sat and sun.. Both 5 to 10.. 10 a hours a week when it is the holidays.. wtf.. this holiday i have yet to start on any holiday assigments and the projects.. GOD.. im so fucked.. so stress now.. lucky got about 4 more days to go.. anyway, about yesterday dragonboat training.. It was tough as usual.. the senior said our discipline was bad that day.. But i guess it's due to the fact that everyone was sleeping late due to the holidays and that is already our optimum performance.. anyway, ytd i really push myself to the max.. I mean really MAX MAX! during the run, I push myself and manage to run till the last 500m then i gave up at the upslope.. As in my speed just slowed down.. But i still felt bad.. like some loser.. After the run, it was the PULL UP! 3 sets of 10.. first set, did about 7! it's like first time so much.. But nothing to be proud of. only 7.. cannot even meet the citeria.. For the second and third set, my energy was so so so DRAINED that i can't even do one.. I wonder if im doing the right method of pull up at the first set.. Andand, this pull up drained so much of my strength that i can feel my whole arm.. from deltoid to lower arm.. All the muscles popping out.. So much that i have no energy for gyming le.. anyway, training was about it.. today i woke up with muscles sore all over.. even the back of my body.. i still intened to gym today.. But i guess my current condition overrule it.. and for tmr, i will be going training again.. But im afraid my body still ache so effing loads and i cannot perform to the optimum.. GOD.. i wonder how.. GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PERSERVERE THOUGH TILL YEAR 3!!!

cine

2008-06-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLES!!!
im back blogging..
went dragonboat training.. im surprised i have the energy cos i only slept about 10 mins the day before. & the training sucks as it was raining.. & we row in the rain.. the rain spoilt my mood for anything else...
anyway, work ytd till 1am. it was very fun working at cine.. OH GOD.. can i transfer over? hahas.. BUT i also don't mind staying at heeren flipflop.. cos i also like the people there.. just that the environment seems a little dead.. i manage to have about 700 dollars sales for the night in which the total sales is 3.5k.. & i met Jeremy's target which is 400.. he underestimate me.. he tot flipflop guys only know how sell slippers.. hahas.. NICE DAY!

today work back at heeren flipflop.. met new guys.. farhan, ks, yeewee, edwin.. KS is wilson's friend and i know him before working wif himm.. yeewee is super hardcore.. he had piercings on his face which i want to pierce but i scared of ruining my face.. && his tattoo.. OHMYGOD.. lovely geisha.. work today was rather boring.. no crowd.. low sales.. but we did the closing super early.. we close the shutter everything by 10pm. COOL!! when i was walking home, i was freaked out.. at first, when i alighted from the bus, there is this girl that look at me and smile.. but i ignore it.. then we walked the same route home.. she walked faster and she was in my block lift waiting for me.. then before getting out of the lift, she smiled at me again... at first, i wonder who is this girl.. but when she walk to her house door step.. i recall that she is my childhood friend.. a friend that played with me when i was small.. real small.. like 4 or 5 years old.. && im rather surprised that she know how i look like after so long when i forgotten her.. && i regretted not smiling back and giving her the dao face! =(
thats my day! =)))))

2008-05-30T00:54:00.001+08:00

this is the facts of myself i found in kelvin lim's blog

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-05-30T00:02:00.004+08:00

hmm.. updating!
today went to school to study with yunye & wilson at lib lvl 5.. not v productive.. but at least i have completed some parts of studying infa.. tmr shall be the day i chiong till i fall dead.. cos it's the last day.. anyway, today was a good day.. at least i catch up with wilson and yy.. it's been such a long time since we 3 do things together.. This would have been better with calvin chia.. guys, remember the JAFS? JIMMY ALEX FRANKIE SEBAST! haha... miss those times.. and i have to say something about this study week.. it's worse off this way.. Cos i'm born a slacker.. and when i see break, i tend to slack off.. Sat is my test and i only started studying today.. like wtf.. i have to do well in my common test.. ESP in INFA module.. my close friends will know why..
Also, I have been feeling rather empty this few days.. i wonder wad's wrong.. is it because of love.. I remember feeling this way too when i just broken up with ex.. why did the feeling come back? it only reminds me of sad happenings... & i wonder why i keep bumping into her, the playgirl, these few days at odd places; canteen 1, bus, market.. she even told me she would wave to me if she saw me.. some liar.. and is it love that is making me feel this way? recently, i also have been thinking about this.. Why do the pretty and good girls always ended up with those geek or fat guys? i really ponder on this question.. is it because they would give more security? then have they ever thought that the guy is really faithful and love her a lot.. but it's just that it's his fate that his looks are charming and attrated a lot of girls, thus, giving girls no security.. maybe life is just like that.. those handsome hunks, agree with me?

attracted to that emo rocker girl's eyes..

work

2008-05-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

it's has been some donkey days since i last update. Let me tell you more about my work and my life. But i would like to tell more about my work as it is really fun everytime i work.. sometimes i don't even feel like im working

I am currently working in NewUrbanMale.Com.. Some of you might have heard of it before.. it's quite a popular brand among the Singaporeans.. I have been posted to hereen flipflops shop.. the first day i work, everything was fun.. the colleagues are helpful.. and I have to fill up an operational checklist by NUM.. the colleagues taught me everything on the checklists.. At first, i thought that they might find me troublesome and give attitudes.. But they were v enthusiastic and helpful in teaching me.. haha.. COOL! The relationships between the staffs which are known as NUM ambassadors and the Boss are v close.. the boss come down very frequently to the shops.. and we are quite close... yesterday NUM had a party at st.james.. This is to celebrate their 5th anniversary.. I was lucky enough to sneak in and i guess i was the only 16 years old person inside the club.. the party was an eye opener.. I experience many new things.. The gays and lesbians.. I would like to learn how to dance better.. cos i was not very good when i was dancing yesterday.. yeah... but manage to blend to the music.. anyone want to teach me? hahas... the pay is only 5 dollars an hour.. BUT i still love everything there and i guess this will be my longest ever part time job.. think i will stay on in this job until NS or if im fired.. i'm rather afraid of being fired too cos i heard that they fire ambassadors quite frequently.. =( but yeah.. that's my job.. i shall go on more on my life

recently, my life have been rather busy and im getting lazier by the day.. I wonder why.. i just don't have any motivation to do any thing.. Homeworks for some modules have not been done.. && i cannot really pay attention after the first 1 and a quarter hour.. I just seems to drift off.. This week is e-learning.. I guess in a way, it will be good to me.. Because i can take the time to finish up things left undone and chiong for the upcoming common test.. But i'm also afraid that i might slack off this week too.. yeah.. It's quite late now and i guess i better go slp soon.. then i will be more energetic tmr.. anyone want go mugging this week? feel free to tag at my blog or contact me.. see you people.. will update whenever im free again! =))

dragonboat

2008-05-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

hmm.. this post shall be about my CCA training for the week.. since school remains the same every single day..
Dragonboat is my cca.. tuesday was my second training as I was down with a sore throat and cough.. well, this training has almost taken my life away.. I run around the school 1 time and about 9 times around the track.. && it wasn't easy.. It takes a lot of mental & physical training.. I was jogging non-stop all the way during the first run until when it came to the last second round around the track.. I totally cannot take it anymore.. I decided to end the run with a brisk walk.. This running is so tough.. But I will not give in.. I will run more often to improve my weak stamina.. The pumpings were quite alright for me.. Pullups are a problem.. The sprinting part is also quite alright.. It is a good training but the running was hell-ish..
Thurs training was fun.. cos it was meant to be a team bonding day. yeah.. the run was a relax one.. pushup and crunches are relax too.. the team bonding games was astonishing! first we had to swim across the pool with noodle.. And it feels stupid.. but this is not so bad until the next game.. It was captain ball in the pool.. At first it was going fine.. But after 10mins into the game, the seniors started to rip off the freshies(year 1s)'s underwear.. it's like wtf.. then we all don't dare attack fearing that our underwear will be ripped off.. mine was rip off too.. && it was embarrasing cos I was wearing my mickey mouse boxer.. LOL! But the senior gave the freshies chances to rip off other's underwear too.. So i make good use of the chance to get my revenge.. I went to rip off two other freshies underwear.. LOL.. the last game sounds pervertic.. But at least we had fun & get bond closer tgt.. yeah.. that's my CCA.. I shall run more often!

NP

2008-04-25T18:11:00.001+08:00

well, people. It had been some donkey days since i las post. Anyway, i shall update u people about my poly life. shall start from the orientation camp.

1st day: I was late as I had to install the updates for my lappy. Met weitat and he bring me to his group. At first, when I first see my group, I already got so bored. However, LEEFENG is in my group too. He was my friend since small. We used to play catching and soccer together. Oh, and he grew even taller. Now his height is 1.96m, it's like so ZOMGWTFLOL TALL! He's taller than me by 20cm! First day did nothing much. I was so bored to tears.
2nd day: had games the whole day. Oh, I realised how united it is when we played the games and I believe u really mature a lot faster in poly.
3rd day: LF and I purposely late because we did not want to go for the mass dance. Went in to the convntion centre to see the performance. It was exciting and everyone was getting high.
Well, the OG was fun. A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL SBs & SCs!
DAREDEVIL ROCK YOUR HOUSE~

next was about the first week in school. First week the school of BA only had lectures. It was kind of stupid because I could go school for 2 hours only. Anyway, I befriended this guy called Jimmy. He was a great pal and real skilful in pool. We are in the same group for all the modules. Thurs dragonboat training was great. My dream to be in the dragonboat CCA has came true. Training wasn't shag for me but many people gave up along the training. Hmm. Guess u need to have a strongwill.

2nd week of school:
This week was not as bad. All my good thoughts of poly should be erased. Tuesday when we all had to introduce ourselves, this disgrace me a lot. We had to say our English grade and R4 grade. & Dunearn SS never had students with good English results. I guess my English and R4 is the worst in the class. Everyone in the class had single digit for the R4. The feeling is horrible, it's like I feel so stress up. On wednesday, I had IS. For IAC, I am with a group of people from other courses like CBE etc. & my group had to do a presentation. Guess what scare me off? My group got a C for the presentation. All out the sudden, there was a fear running down my spine. I felt poly isn't that easy and slack afterall. In Acc, almost everyone is thriving to get into Universty and everyone came from good sec sch with a good R4. I am v demoralised. I am more doubts in myself for getting into a local Uni. This week I wasn't feeling well too. I had a sore throat, cough and fever until today. This makes things harder for me to concentrate in class & stuffs. && I couldn't go for my dragonboat's training. The seniors might think I'm one of the weaklings that cannot take the first training. Having a sore throat makes me unfit for my vocal class too. Ohmygod. This is one of the lowest point of my life. Feels so weak and small. It would be great if I had someone to care or me at this point in life. =((
& I hope I can manage my time well for next week. I had school, dragonboat and work.
That's all for now. Shall post yet soon again! Pls tag too! =))

God, I pray that U will give me the strength to continue this journey and that I am able to go through this smoothly without any difficulties.

left work

2008-04-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

today is 5th of april..hmm
quite some time since i last blog..
anyway, shall start from ytd..
went gym with kelvin & yy in morning..
good sessions people..
i'm waiting for u, my muscles! haha..
went to eat at lot 1 & catch up with calvin & hh..
long time since i see them..
huihan had new friends.. abandon us.. lols..
calvin follow us to jurong..
we played pool.. played 2 games..
then went arcade-d with kelvin..
after pool-ing.. evryone went home..
feeling bored & having a urge to sing..
we went K BOX!
woohooo... fun fun! more singing sessions pls!
then home-d.. good day ppl..

today..
went lesson in morning..
& jae say i hit a G? maybe it's just tyco?
but i'm determined to hit it now..
im gonna practise every single day..
cos i cannot wait to sing leehom's songs..
then meet kenneth..
vivo first...
bought a shirt..nothing much to shop in vivo..
i dun really like vivo..
i somehow feel out of place..
like i will nvr visit any shops..
except maybe some like NUM? yeah..
went town..
went heeren to look at vintage tees & more clothes..
then paragon for more clothes..
but i didn't bought any..
nothing caught my eye at the moment..
kenneth bought a belt & a shirt from paragon..
after that, went far east for dinner...
ate ramenTEN...
the food was so delicoioiosoiuoiss!!
thanks for the recommendation! lols..
went bukit timah..
slacked then went lot 1 to find wenjin..
supper, chatted then homed..
quite a packed day..
but it's fufilling..

i beginning to have low self-esteem..
so lack of confidence..
felt so useless..
haiz. why??

bugis

2008-03-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

i shall blog about ytd..
i went to work at 1pm..
when i alighted from the mrt..
i run like crazy to my workplace..
cos i scared will be late..
then when i reached, it was exactly 1pm..
i punched in at 1pm but STUPID JACK mark me as late!
STUPID OLD LESBIAN!
last time still tell me dun so calculative..
now i swear i will be super calculative wif u..
did bar in the afternoon.. nothing much..
a new girl came for work.. her name is yvonne?
&& gladys was pretty dulan.. cos she's prettier! LOL!
i was host for the evening shift..
saw loads of ppl..
wonder wad's the event..
saw charmaine.. she came to eat.. gave her discount..
saw rachael, shandy & shandy's stead..
saw angweili, boonling & michelle..
i wonder if the 4E1 ppl can recongnise me..
then jae, leslie, michelle, guoxiong & forgot who & who le..
a day of coincidence..

today raining..
sian mood again..
nothing much today..
think will go MG later..
so cold..
feel like slping. lol!

imissyou :(

bball

2008-03-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

i did this when i was at work..
thinking of u 24/7...

well.. ytd was a horrible day to rmb..
woke up & saw a msg that took my life away
it was horrible..
how i wish i never woke up..
then i won't see the msg..
went Limbang buy lunch..
eat alone as usual...
went home & continue to fret over the msg..
it's raining ytd..
that makes my mood real lousy..
went to heeren to fill up NUM application form
people there seems friendy..
i was so sad that i can't concentrate on wad
those ambassadors were saying....
went to national library to emo..
then went mg for vocals..
today lessons was GREAT! i HIT a F SHARP!
one more note! a G! && i can sing wang lee hom song..
lessoons was quite emo today..
my friend broke down due to stres..
thats was my day ytd..
putting on a happy mask as i roam the steets myself

today went to queenstown cc in the morning to play bball
with my work colleagues.. lose to ah leong & his pro friend..
went clementi met kelvin lim
we gym-ed as usual..
saw victor.. i tot he was with his gay partner.. sorry dude!
after gym, went to eat at nearby food market...
horrible food.. go wrong stall.. but im easily satisfied..
at least the soup taste alright..
as it was raining.. we are stuck..
so i suggest going K BOX!
& we went there.. sang from 5 to 9pm..
throat feels so sore afterwards..
went home... nice day with kelvin..
tmr going over for lessons! must hit a G!
another day with a happy mask to not make my friends worry..

i will prove it to u i'm not the same as them!

work

2008-03-01T01:24:00.003+08:00

wearing calvin's hoodieeeee during the chalet!

im reviving my blog!
well nothing much to say anyway..
shall start from YTD!
yesterday, went gym with KELVIN!
he taught me some new moves...
it was sooo shag please!
went to work..
boring boring..
i accidentally burnt a waffle..
& dunno why it was so busy..
until got people queueing up!
also not any special occasion!

today!
woke up with muscle aches..
im dying from it..
but thanks kelvin for the new moves..
went lot 1 arcade-d with wj..
chiong like crazy..
actually is pei him go register for shatec..
but something crop upp..
went home, changed..
headed to Limbang to cut hair..
bathed then went out to orchard..
go walk walk with KL then went MG!
lessons was great as usual..
but something bad happened..
but at least the issue is solved now..
took 67 back..
when the bus passed bukit timah..
there is this forest that is lit up..
i suppose they are looking for that TERRORIST!
LOL! hopefully he is found..
nothing else happened..
tmr & sunday will be working..
no time to blogg..
i'm so sick of work...
people any retail job to reccomend?

:(

Os result

2008-01-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

hey people..
back blogging..
anyway, ytd Os are out!
did badly..
didn't expect it..
haiz!
i feel so lost..
cant go good course or good JC!
people, im sad..
dun ask me about it..
haizzzzzzzzz!!!
disappoint my parents!

is it fate that make me see u ytd?

sing

2008-01-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hey people
it's time to blog..
since i finally had chance..
anyway, today went to meet *her!
do u know how happy i was?
went MG for lessons..
lessons super stressful..
i can't seems to differentiate between
falsetto high voice and true voice high voice..
oh my..
anyway, friends there are rather helpful
aizat (?) & gianjie (?) help me wif pitching..
thanks friends!
they still send me some song to hear & learn from!
cos they say it will improve my singing!
wow.. they are real helpful ppl!
thanks again!

i just love u so much!

billy

2007-12-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

hey people..
im back!
anyway, shall blog abt ytd, 20th dec!
well, went gyming with kelvin as usual..
rush down immediately to BB..
i tot i was late..
i changed & got ready & i was early by 1 min! :)
nothing much until smth brighten up my day..
there is this couple coming..
they ask if still got BB in BJ..
then i say nope.. but the guy tot i dun understand him..
then i told him i get his meaning..
took his order, cleared his food.. nth much..
aafter paying the bill, he told me to come..
he stuff 5 DOLLARS into my pocket!!!!!
wowwwwwwwwwwww!! generous!!!!!!!!
when it was dinner time.. there was another surprise!
cos my colleague was busy.
& i helped to take table 44 order..
i was patient with them..
after they finished their meal..
they told my manager about mygood service..
wow!!!!! happy happy! :) :) :)
my manager reward me a brownie! :P:P
that's my day! yeah!

today, 21st december!
nth much..
was the host for today..
so never service ppl..
sad.. one less chance to get another compliment!
hahahaha..
but happy that don't need clear plates! :)
my colleague, gladys, today v suay!
she keep getting scolded by my manager..
if it's me, i sure talk back..
i can't stand it de lah..
scold until like she quite down..
&& i help the bar do closing today on my INITIATIVE!
well, fun day today! yeah! :)

my never-dying love for u!

work

2007-12-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

hey people..
today work was pathetic..
went to work at 6..
hate that kitchen staff..
super attitude..
did nothing much..
broke a ketchup bottle today..
oops.. haha.. got scolded..
but used to it le lah..
anw, work was quite boring..
nothing special..
well, shall not make mistake tmr..
looking forward to work..

kongkong addict~

work

2007-12-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

hey people..
was pretty busy the past few days..
i got a job from BB!
first day..
did nothing much..
the manager(?) edward just tell me to
clear & set..
but i still help to serve! yeah!
lucky pizza hut train me to serve & clear with tray!
then now not so difficult!
too long never stand for so long le..
can't feel my legs.. haha..

on the seconday day.
he teach us the menu..
should teach earlier lor..
anyway, nothing much..
got used to standing..
&& i make new friends..
i also get to know the kitchen staff!
& closing is kind of fun!
i love to do the chilli & tomato!
but my finger like too big..
difficult to clean inside.. haha..
work ended late... almost can't go home!
hahahahaha..
i love my colleagues!
& i get to learn pda tmr!

third day!
went to buy skinnys in the afternoon..
late for about 10 mins..
was so rush..
today was not as busy as ytd..
well, learn PDA today..
nothing much special..
something like pizza hut system..
closing was polishing tables..
hate to rinse the cloth in the super coldd water!
& today ended early..
&& i hate to say cheers..
sounds gayy!
well, people here is friendly..
but i feel so lonely :(

k people.. shall update soon again!cya!

dun think too much.. rest early!! haiz...

sweet 16!

2007-11-27T01:44:00.001+08:00

heyhey..
people..
today is my birthday!
i had a sweet 16!

i went out at 2plus to find huihan..
we went k box..
thanks for coming people..
got hh,yy,wil,cal, kl,zh,wj,andrew!
thanks people..
after singing at k box, we went sakura!
eat a sumptious meal!
then went play lan..
fun!
then went play pool!
finally i can open table!
&& thanks people!
really appreciate..
&& we each spent an average of $50!
sorry guys for burning a hole in ur pocket!
thanks people!
love u people loads!

i'm sorry for neglecting u these few days

prom

2007-11-25T12:26:00.000+08:00

hey people.. it's been a long time since i blog..
anyway, should start from Prom..
well.. prom nite that day was quite a rush..
in the morn, went to find wenjin..
then rush home changed & pia to cal's hse..
then wil come..
then we went bugis to find kl..
then all 5 of us rush down to prom nite..
took some pics..
well, the table games was boring..
cos when it started, we only have 3 people..
some go toilet & stuff..
yah.. so it's kind of boring..
well, at least my day was cheered up by Mr.rani..
he told me about the unique costume design..
he told me I was one of the choice..
but danial's nicer.. which i agree..
anyway, home-d after prom.. -.-

24 november 2007

went ventureEra..
training..
homed and was some talks with my parents..
they support me for ventureERA..
wow.. anyway, it's about that..
&& my day was full of ups & downs today..

you are my only concern!

graudate

2007-09-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey people!
today might be a last post..
cos might be chiong studies till Os!
afterall, O's is coming in a month..
well, i better post in proper english this time round.. ha!

TODAY!
went to sch heavy heartedly..
i was feeling a mixture of happy & sad..
cos it's considered the last day for the 4E5N students..
&& i will be getting back all of the results..
went to school and attend lessons as usual..
maths was devastating..
although i did pass my A maths, i did not fare well..
i was barely scarping through..
next was physics..
Mr lai was super angry cos of the video and huihan..
he went off in a huff..
Mr ng's lessons was next..
he gave us a handphone keychain as a gift..
it was so sweet of him..
school ended rather quickly though..
&& the graduatation ceremony started..
all the prize presentation bore me out..
nothing really interests me in the ceremony
except for some outstanding videos..
our class' video was cancelled.. WTF!
wasted everyone's effort and invaluable time..
but celine did a rather good job in plan B!
didn't get to see much of my face in the slide! :'(
take some photos with 2E3 peeps && went home..

some reflections of dunearn..
I cannot wait to leave DSS cos it's a horrenduous school now..
the school rules && teachers are making
the students pissed off..
&& it sure pissed me off too..
school is also making me stress and boring..
so yupyup.. cannot wait to leave dunearn..

HOWEVER, i will miss the countless memories in DSS..
i miss the people.. the friends.. the teachers...
i will miss the school food and the tasty MILO that
i never failed to drink every single morning..

NEXT, i will also miss the fame i had in DSS..
i never felt so famous in my life before..
it's like i believe the whole school know me..
even the principal, vp, DM..
&& even some students from sec 1 might know me
when i didn't even know them..
as i didn't even bother to make myself known to any sec 1s.
anyway, i will just miss it!

LASTLY, all my priceless friends!
they are the better than any gems discovered..
they stand by me through thick & thin..
&& I LOVE THEM LOTS!

but i have to let it go regardless of my choice..
looking back at my seconadry school life,
it was a fun and thrilling one..
i indeed agreed that it was the most exciting
journey in my life.. haiz..
sad and reluctant to leave the school..
i will miss u people!
&& i just want to apologise if i offended anyone!
I LOVE U ALL LOTS!

oh my god..
this is such a long post..
hope people will tag upon reading.. thanks!

prelims

2007-09-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

well people!
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!
wooohoooooooo!

friday..
last paper!
went cine at night with cal, wil, yy & hh
watched underdog!
nice show uh..
there's no need to fear!
underdog is here!
LAN then went home..

sat!
studied..
went aunt house..
pooled...
homed..

sun!
slacked at home the whole day..

mon!
get back some results..
it was bothering me somehow..
shitty results... sad!
went library study after that..
went home slack..
oh yeah.. && i did not sleep the previous night..
was rather awake the whole day..
weird!

tuesday..
more results got back..
more disappointing..
no mood for anything..
shall post my result after it is finalisied..
haiz haiz!!

That cheap little bastard wants to test my patience uh!

study

2007-09-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

slack on friday..
was too tired to continue studying..

today started studying at 4pm..
was tiring..
study finished physics!
went lot 1 walk walk with joel lim..
then went home..
boring day..
think tmr also will be boring bah!zz

old man

2007-09-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

well people.. im updating again
sorry about it..
was having prelims..
shall start from tues
as it was memorable! woohoo!

11 september
went to sch.. prelims..
e maths p1 was smooth..
SS was chiong-ing time..
after sch, headed to limbang to study with peizhen..
was trying my best to stay awake throughout..
but anyway, managed to go through most of it..
then pz went off to play bball..
after studying finished, i went to find her..
when i was about to reach bball court..
a old man approach me..
he needed help to cross the road..
being the nice & friend & loving & caring JOASH..
i helped him cross the road..
i just treat it normally as crossing a road only..
but i didnt knew that he took it quite big..
he thank me profusely for helping him..
i felt so touched and it was rewarding helping him..
that's my day! i did a good deed!
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL LIM JUN QUAN!!

12 september
prelims..
practical was horrible..
realised my mistake.. FUCK!
went mac chiong study geog with kenneth & joel..
quite a fun time..
shall ctach up some other time too..

13 september
bio & geog..
bio was tough..
many difficulties encountered!
shall work hard on chem!
geog was rushing for time..
didn't really put in effort on the population
& farming..
Both qns seems like french to me
forget it.. hate humanities
happy birthday YY!

14 september
today!
e maths p2..
difficult as expected..
but how to prepare for maths..
no choice..
oh yeah..
and that stupid bookshop aunty cheated me & YY..
the compass was spoilt..
&& we cant borrowed..
sianz.. dunno lose how many marks..
&& there's one funny part..
yunye wanted to borrow a compass..
&& the teacher lend him my compass
when both of our compass are spoilt!lol!

&& MR LAI always pick on the few of us..
have to go get my haircut..
but anyway, it's alright lah..
cos i already feel that my hair v bushy..
v uncomfortable..

TRUST!

holidays

2007-09-02T20:43:00.001+08:00

well people..
i haven't been updating for donkey years..
not in the mood for it..
shall start from friday..

FRIDAY!
went sch as usual..
had the aces day workout..
was rather boring though..
have slacking lessons..
went back to hall for the cher's day celebration..
it was horrible..
the skit was nonsense..
went back to pri sch..
then played bball till 7pm..
went homed to slack..

SAT!
GYM-ED with kel and joel lim..
this time was rather chiong..
we chiong for 2 hours..
muscles aching like crazy..
went homed to sleep..
slacked the whole day..
wasted my day..

SUN!
wake up with a bunch of hurting muscles..
this time my muscles are like hell..
think i chiong too much the previous day..
went to study alone at limbang mac..
saw hazel with some guys..
studied till about 5plus..
then homed..
slack the whole day..
at least i nvr waste my time today..
yipee! =))
my muscles hurt like crazy.! :(

week

2007-08-11T23:03:00.001+08:00

it's a long time since i update.. i shall start from wednesday, NATIONAL DAY EVE!
hope my memory ain't failing me..

Wednesday

went sch as usual... didn't wear red shirt..
couldn't find a suitable shirt...
celebration as usual... should join the parade..
saw MDM SENG nu'er..
so cute can...
i want to have kids!!!!
after sch, soccer-ed!!
home.. oh yeah
i's my mummy bday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
love u lots!!!

some things u said break my heart..

thurs
slack the whole morning..
went to orchard at night with deroy, zhijie and huihan..
we walked around orchard first as DEROY say fireworks starts at 10+++
but we heard firework sounds at 830... sianz sianz!!
roam around orchard...
saw joseph and frens.. minghao & frens..
lots of people at cineleisure! cool!
went back lot 1 to dinner with huihan..
homed at 1130.. tired tired..

friday..
wake up...
went to find wilson and kel at KAP to study..
didn't study much...
went off to play pool at IRC..
my pool deproved.. sad sad sad..
but their skills deproved too..
won quite some matches..
it was pure lady luck..
went homed after that...
tired tired..

saturday..

gym in morning with kel..
jana && xiaofen was there...
kel and i chiong a new machine..
seems rather difficult...
but it was the dragon-boaters that inspire us..
homed after that
went JE library to study with kel..
saw pri sch frens and rani..
saw bryden, randall, joel, ye sheng && 1 more guy dunno hu..
my de la salle frens!!
went penisular after that
i want to save up money to buy lots of things..
skinnys, cardigan, stripes t-shirt, belt...
too many to name... wahahahaha
homed after that...
bored bored..

u seems irritated..

avoid

2007-08-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

today was just a typical monday..
went school as usual..
lessons as usual..
But sharon tai had suddenly motivated me with her words..
the others were as usual.. super boring..
had mock EL test..
did my very best.. hopefully can score high marks..
went lot 1 loiter.. i want to pierce my LIPS!!
went home sleep..
wake up && watch CSS2! it was rather interesting..
slacked the whole day..

why do i feel u are avoiding me? emo.. :(

HQ bday

2007-08-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

today seems so emo..
i was having moodswings the whole day..
early in the morning, i went to huihan house to collect something..
then i chiong to sch le...
the lessons were the same.. still as boring..
however, Mr Ng brighten up the day with maths lessons..
he brought frog,cow and rat...
then there was some jokes about it..
had a memorable maths lessons today...
was feeling high the whole day...
after school, went to 4e5 to celebrate Huiqi's birthday..
sand birthday song and ate birthday cake then left soon after le..
cos was feeling a little out of place and down...
went lot 1 with huihan and deroy to find zhijie...
we accompany zj to eat as he was hungry..
i was meddling with the ipod..
try to cheer myself up...
then went home after that..
met huihan and deroy at 8pm at limbang to study..
didn't study much for physics SPA..
found out something && became super high again...
shared secrets with huihan at the busstop for a long time..
nice time!&& huihan, dun say out anything uh!
went home after that to slack as it was 11pm le..
today was really a moodswing day... high down high.. lol..
&& lastly,

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY, SOH HUIQI! =)

u can always share ur probs wif me de! :)
cheer up pls... :)

high

2007-07-26T23:10:00.001+08:00

woooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO HIGH NOW!!
LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! :)

always be waiting for you!!

tues

2007-07-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

tuesday!
long and tiring day always..
first was bio pract!
fun as usual!
had SS after that..
find the pair work is useful!
EL was compre..
i did the compre for the first time!
then was free period..
MATHS was great and interesting..
but it was the last period..
&& many ppl are super tired..
SORRY MR NG!
went home after sch..
no peer tutoring today
as MDM ZAHARAH is sick!

i miss u sooooo much!!!!
reply me pls~~
so worried..

ggym

2007-07-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

today is a stay at yewtee day!
went to meet kelvin lim at 4 for gyming..
we gym till about 545..
tired tired...
hands are aching!
then went to find huihan at yewtee cc..
but didn't play much bball though..
only throw a few bballs then left to lot 1..
went to GNC to look for supplement product.
we saw a $190 supplement recommended by the sales person!
so EXPENSIVE!
then went to arcade..
play daytona.. was practising for the adv lvl..
home-d after that!

Photos:

Me and kelvin cam whoring at the toilet!

do u know how worried i was today?
i couldn't even concentrate doing anything..
cover well tonight! && dun fall sick!!

rumours!

2007-07-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

I HAVE ENOUGHT OF IT!
I DID NOT STEAD WITH ANY SEC 2 GIRL!
STOP SPREADING RUMOURS!
I KNOW YOU ARE TRYING TO SOW DISCORD!
FUCKER!
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!
PATHETIC SHIT!